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In 1978, I decided that being an artist was
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or even enjoyable because of all the financial
sacrifice.
They never taught us "career strategies" at CalArts. |
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The "Art World" and the "World
of Accomplishments" though, were not |
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to be my goals. My goals began to clarify and
focus in my mid 20s
when I developed a deep spiritual inner life that art-making nourished. |
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I have done art in all the years since I left
the program. |
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I did art before the program.I am an artist.
I can't see
being anything else. I don't make a living off my work.
I am not a household name in art. |
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I left CalArts not as a fine artist, but a person
needing to enter the real world. |
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For a brief time I painted children's murals
for a living, but soon found a career
in interior design business. |
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It is impossible for me to discuss here |
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why I have not had commercial success
as an artist. My trajectory has been fitful
and complex. On one hand l've been involved
in making history and my students can read
about me in books, on the other, I've been
left out of some of the most visible
"feminist" shows of the last decade. |
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By the time I graduated in 1973, |
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I was glad to be done with it. I went
to graduate school at U.C.L.A. and felt
that I was a part of the mainstream. |
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It was clear to me that, outside of art school, |
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"artist" is a dead profession, whether
the artist is male
or female. However, a couple of our male classmates,
and none of the female that I know of, have achieved
"superstar" status in the art world. |
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